Father's Day

    I meant to post something but we were out of town and I did not have time to schedule the post to appear yesterday and I thought we would be home in time for me to get to do it but we ended up getting home late.  Father's day was an ok day for my husband.  I felt awful because I had a fever and was in bed at one point with a 102.  I had a fever a week and a half ago lots of pain no other symptoms (sneezing, coughing, sore throat).  I'm better now.

    My husband wanted to spend Father's Day with his dad and so we went to visit his parents this weekend.  It was a fun weekend (minus the fever).  They had a cookout and so lots of food.  I ached for my husband this weekend as I knew this would be his first Father's Day without Lilly.  I knew there was nothing I could do but I just hurt for him so bad and that I could not do anything to take his pain away.

    I wish my husband's Father's day was better than just OK but considering he was grieving the loss of Lilly its understandable.  Also I wanted to say that I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful husband and father for our children.  He is a great dad and so loving and caring.  He always puts us first even though he puts so many hours in at work.  He's very quick to clean our home and assist me with our children.  I fall in love with him more and more every day which one would think wouldn't be possible, but it is.

    Happy Belated Father's Day to all the dads out there.  Many thoughts to those who are fathers to children in heaven and those who are expecting little ones on the way.